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My mind is a roller coaster that makes everyone sick to their stomach.

“This tremendous world I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me.” — Franz Kafka

‘It will not let me sleep, I’ll get some sleep when I’m dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head 

Am I the only one I know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I’m alone’

12:14 am  1 note

“I want to explain how exhausted I am. Even in my dreams. How I wake up tired. How I’m being drowned by some kind of black wave.”

— Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation

3:33 am  24 notes

“This pain, this dying, this is just normal. This is how life is. In fact, I realize, there never was an earthquake. Life is just this way, broken, and I am crazy for dreaming of something else.”

— Miranda July

12:40 pm  3 notes

We’re losing light,

And in this despair I’m finally aware

That I am not one to learn so fast

9:48 pm  1 note

If there were no desire to heal
A damaged and broken man along
This tedious path I’ve chosen here
I certainly would’ve walked away by now

But I’m still right here
Giving blood, keeping faith
And I’m still right here

12:00 pm  1 note

Don’t just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.

I can’t imagine why you wouldn’t
Welcome any change, my friend.

7:04 pm  2 notes

I guess I still don’t see the difference

between real purpose

and that urgent adolescence

1:13 pm  5 notes

Out where the stones stand up like thrones beside the ocean
Out where the waves make a grave of the sea
The lovers struggled in the middle of the tempest
And water angrily crawled up onto the beach
Said, hold my hand and stay with me
We’ll be released
But the tide clung like an anchor to her feet
And though he tried to make the water line recede
It pulled her out into the sea
He could not break apart the waves to bring her safely back in
He watched her hand break through the surface once
Then disappear again

12:06 am  3 notes

You appear even tempered though your looks will deceive

And the sparks are always flying cause you drink for relief

With the heart of a child and the wit of a fool

It’s a wonder why I don’t try to build a wall around you

9:12 pm  1 note

“Don’t think it’s so noble to just keep quiet and think that no one would understand.”

— Infinity Arc, Kurogane

1:45 pm  20 notes